Last 2 nite department AccFin n student club ada wat grand dinner. Tapi tak de la grand sgt juz baju je lip-lap2. Management agak tak proper skit. If this 1^st time, its ok la tapi dah kali ke-3 still tak nice. Kecian kat Kak L (bos) coz sume hal dia uruskan even printing n bli hadiah. Everyday committee club duk tayang muka kat opis tapi byk wat mende last minute. Tak organize langsung. Tau nak Glam jer. Mula2 kata hadiah derang nak prepare but at last, aku n farah terpaksa cari kat pasaraya G n T. Tapi tak dapat gak coz petang tu ada induksi utk sume staf baru. Seat belakang dah full, so terpaksa duk depan skali coz lambat. Sejuk wei. Guurrrr..

Malam tu, Azam MI perform tapi rasa nya baik panggil MC coz this is formal event involve Datuk NC n VVIP. Bukan student MC tak ok tapi tak fluent. Menaikan ke atas pentas, ayat pe ni? Macam2 hal berlaku. Juz boleh geleng2 angguk2 je la. Klu president club baca ni, sure realize banyak perkara yg weakness which need more attention n improvement for next time event. Anyway, still have a good things esp backdrop, food n university preview which is memang best n thanks for the survenour too..

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Semalam aku orang pertama sampai kat opis ofis, 7.30am. Best nye klu dapat baring golek2 atas tilam, di selubungi selimut yg gebu n bantal yg empuk. Huwaa.. Punya la penat semalam sampai kan tdo pun statik jer. Ikut kan malas nak pegi keje tapi kene bangun gak coz farah ada trip ke Kuala Selangor pagi ni. Aku numpang umah dia so kene la folo skali. Kul 9am ada majlis ilmu smp 12pm. Perut dah vibrate, lapo. Tak sempat sarapan. Mana la ada kedai or gerai bukak area kampus pepg ni. Abis je mjls, b'desup pegi melantak ngan Tim kat pasaraya G. Balik opis, terbentang quiz n projek students yg kene marking. Adeh!!

Zu, isnin ni ganti akak abis kan silibus FM. 3 chapter je. Alamak!! Macam mana ni? Pe nak ajar? Phm ke aku ajar nanti? Persoalan di otak, b'putar macam gasing daa.. Huhu.. Dividend policy, options n short term financing. Kat modul skit jer, tak complete. Baru plan nak rest ske2 ujung minggu, terpaksa study la kot. Ok la, nak study dlu. Takut sok aku yg nangis plak. Ada sape2 nak replace me? Any volunteer? Got to go. Daaaa..

Lama dah tak update kn? Hurm.. Baru aku realize skang. Asyik duk baca blog orang jer, tempat sendiri habuk pun tak de. Don't marah me, ok. Nanti I mogok tak nak update langsung baru padan muka. Ahaks!!

Bismillah. Mukadimah tahun baru untuk blog. Ehem.. ehem.. Dengan ini di isytiharkan bahawasa nya saya telah pun melangkah ke alam kerjaya. Alhamdulillah, berkat tanam anggur selama dua bulan, penantian suatu penyeksaan berakhir. Actually b4 I try to avoid this career but now I stand on it. Macam mimpi lak. Really. Farah tanya, Zu, ko nak tak keje ni? Aku nak pass kat bos. Terus aku stuju. Jangan kutuk erk. Tu nama nya rezeki.

Nak tau cite, banyak sangat proses yg aku kene. Klu orang lain, 2 kali je kene panggil. 1^st mod teaching n interview ngan dekan. Then 2^nd interview ngan HR. Tapi aku kene berkali2.  1^st call for mod teaching in front 2 panel; Kak As n Kak Linda. Actually aku ni ada darah gemuruh FaizalTahir ble berdepan ngan orang. Plak tu kene ngajar so 2 hari aku duk pulun study finance, Time Value of Money. Derang komen, ok jer but aku rasa tah apa2 tah. Paham ke da student nanti. Huhu.. Then 3 hari lepas tu, interview ngan dekan lak. Dah borak 10 minit, Dekan soh balik, wat essay 1 page pasal, What u will contribute to the faculty, department and university. Then send as soon as possible. Lebih cepat anto, lebih cerah pluang di terima. Time tu rasa macam malas dah. Serius! Tapi ble tengok cite Gokusen 2, macam TERmotivate lak. Demi tanahair ku. Patriotik la skit. Hehe..

Dah seminggu senyap je, rasa nye tak dapat kot. SO pe lagi, kita enjoy dlu!! Pegi holiday kat Langkawi ngan Ayah long, Maklong n Alia. Lalalala!!~~ Makan, swimming, shopping, jalan2 tepi pantai etc. Best nye. Dlm pale dah plan, balik nanti nak rest puas2 n stat jogging. Tiba2, on the way back dapat call for 2^nd interview ngan dekan. Time tu aku duk mamai2, tgh syok tdo. Ingat nak postpone tapi dah TERye kan. Huhu.. Sok nye dlm kepenatn sepanjang hari dlm bas n tak de preparation lagi, folo ayah pegi keje skali. Jumpa dekan n ketua edpartment, discuz paper2 yg bakal aku lecture nanti, ada 5 paper kot. Adeh!! After 2^nd interview tu, dekan terus arrange kan interview ngan HR. Ikut kan dah salah procedure tu. Tapi dekan kesian nak soh aku datang lagi. So alhamdulillah aku di terima b'kerja. Lapor diri sok nya. Adus!! Memang sah, lunyai. Huhu..

Anyway dah 2 minggu aku keje kat M*U. Pegi keje ngan ayah. Kul 7am dah kua. Nak rebut jalan, kang tercepit lak. Sebaik time aku agak flexible, so tak kisah pun kalau lambat skit. Tapi aku tak penah wat pun. Masuk kul 9am. Paling lambat aku sampai kul 8.30am. Kekadang kul 8 dah terpacak esp ari Sabtu. Orang pun tak de lagi. Layan tenet dlu la, sambil sarapan. Nyum.. nyum..

Semalam 1^st time face students coz Kak Mas ada emergency. Cuak gak. Dalam pale duk pikir macam nak mula intro. Bukan kene ngaja pun, juz bagi kuiz jer. Kalut kan? Hehe.. Open book. Busan duk saja so aku try wat skali. At least nanti dah ada jawapan, senang nak marking. 5 soklan. Juz masukkan figure dalam formula. Tekan calculator, dapat jawapan. Tapi depa wat almost 40 min. Boleh tdo tau. Then attend student competition for accounting. Juz observe the competition held. Fun n interesting.

2day I got call from a student. Weird? Sure I am. Coz I don't have students yet even mentee. Actually I already a sign as a supervisor for thesis student. Macam leh lupa yek?  hehe.. The girl set the appointment for tomoro. Impressive kan? Wei, zu dah ada student. Jahat tul staf  kat department. Ikut kan, nama aku tak de sape yg kenal pun. Huhu.. Dah kul 5pm, time to move. Kene tumb dlu. layan mata kat list utk induksi ngan Datuk NC. Alamak!! I'm in the list. Macam mana leh ada, coz sebelum ni tak de. Tapi sok aku kene replace Kak Mas bagi student kuiz. Postpone next week kot..

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Eh!! Ada lagi yang baru anto projek? Gaya bakal lecturer yg tegas. keh keh keh.. Actually aku terkejut ble projek asignment student kat atas meja. Due dah lepas tapi ramai yg baru nak anto, tak anto n baru nak wat. Ble mark, rasa down sangat. Dlu aku copy paste gak tapi tak de la sampai tak justify langsung. Tak de content, explanation, analysis. Juz data n graf. Sebaik la aku ni tolerent n baik hati so dapat la marks for the effort at least. Terima kasih cepat!!

Tomoro nite have dinner n alumni for our department. Tema glamorous. Tak decide nak pakai pe lagi. Nak selongkar lemari jap lagi. Ok lah, dah malam rope nye. Syok gak dah lama tak ngarut ni. Keh keh keh.. Ayuh!! Jom tdo. Nite..

Gam ba ri mas!!

p/s: Thanks to my friends who wish Valentine day. Although I'm not celebrate but really appreciate it. Tak kan wish je kot. Coklat or bunga tak de ke? Hehe..

Chocolato.. chocolato.. chocolato ga o shimi..

HAMPIR KE SITU

MENDUA

Aku sadar bukan mudah
Untuk mengejar mimpi indah
Pernah suatu ketika dulu
Ku punya harapan besar
Kini aku tak pasti
Dapatkan ku miliki

Sudah jauh kita tempuh
Kekalkanlah impian lalu
Mungkin ada hikmat
Yang akan menunggu
Di penghujung jalan
Biar nanti kecewa
Setidak-tidaknya mencuba

Selangkah ke tahun 2008. Adakah azam tahun 2007 berjaya di laksanakan? Apakah masih bersisa @ tak tercapai? Hurmmm..

Setiap tahun pasti ada azam baru yg di cipta. Alhamdulillah, azam aku 2007 dah terlaksana untuk mendapat Ijazah Sarjana Kewangan. Penat lelah selama 2 tahun bertarung mengejar ilmu berakhir ngan jaya. Thanks to my lovely parent, Mr. Redzuan n Mrs. Fauziyah who always be my side while I need ur support, understanding n encouragement to complete the study. It's hard for me to do by my own without ur spirit n love. To sisters; Zarifah n Zawani who always make me smile n sometimes angry but ur are my chalies angle. To all family n best frenz, thank you so much.

So azam 2007 settle, pe lak azam 2008? Kawen? Tak masuk list kot. Tak dapat green light lagi laaa.. I'm still young to get marry with no job. Unless there is someone, rich man that can support me so maybe can be consider. Car, house n stable financial. Haha.. Kidding!!

Actually plan for 2008 are develop career and buy a car. Also to lose weight until 55kg fit. Hope those plan can be achieve as I wish, although they say easy like kacang botol or petik jari to get it but for me, it quite hard. So I have to pulun or struggle how hard it is. Wish me luck. InsyaAllah..

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Tonite, we wanna celebarate my Mom, Fauziyah birthday. 1 Jan 2008. Cake already order, special one. Chocolate banana from Secret Resipies. Nyum.. Wat kat umah nenek. Plan nak wat surprise ala2 tepung or pecah telur tapi macam tak relevant lak. Maybe minta nenek wat doa selamat skit. Moga di beri di berkati perjalanan hidup mama dunia akhirnya. Amin..

Anyway, Hapi Birthday to u, Mama..

Love u so much coz u are our angle n sunshine..

Muahhh..

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GOOD BYE 2007

WELCOME 2008

Arini majlis perkhawinan Fadhli Husin, ex-skoolmate SKSB. But sori beb, I cant make it coz I went to another wedding, mom’s cousin at Setapak. This wedding like family reunion coz 20 years they not met each other. So no choise rather than folo them but it really happening.

Actually last 2 week time wedding Afini, met  a few old frenz. They surprise to see me which almost 10 years not met. Everyone already change appearance n attitude. Me? Same also la. But who know me b4, will know either I’m totally change or not.  Bile flash back time sekolah rendah dulu aku bukan top or popular girl. Aku dlu agak berisi gemuk, tak lawa tapi cerdik. Penah gak kene buli. Tapi aku tak penah kisah n always wana be best. Alhamdulillah, UPSR dapat 3A 1B.

Cuma terkilan, time sekolah kami agak rapat tapi skang dah tak best. Even rajin wat reunion tapi ble jumpa tak mesra. Masing2 dah ada komitment so hubungn pun mcm jauh jer. Maybe malu kot. Actually penah skali derang ingat aku ni orang luar coz appearance dah b’ubah mean kpd yg lebih elok. Tapi apa saja yg b’ubah, aku msh sama. Peace!!

Anyway, I wana thanks to my best frenz ever, Serina Redzuawan who always be my frenz until now. Very understanding, caring, supportive n patient with me which sometimes disappear like chipmore. But u never give up with me. Allah will bless u always, insyaAllah. All the best..

To all my frenz; Fathin Amani, Pyan, Ayu, Farah n sume frenz; ex-SAMER, ex-Matrix PTPL n ex-UUM, thanks for being my frenz. Wish u all the best n gud luck.

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Last week I get call from my frenz in Jordan. He said wanna come back to Malaysia tomoro. But until no update news. Actually I’m waiting ole2 from him coz he already promise me. So I have to wait what surprise things he wana bring for me. Tuntut jgn tak tuntut. Ahaks!!

Hey!! Sehati Berdance in the end. Congrate to Vee n Shida. As I assume b4 that they very talented n consistant in each performance in every week. That my opinion, ok. They win around $200k with package holiday to paris n car. Cancer society get $15k. Wow!! Who next artis in Sehati Berdansa? Some said, Ct n Dato’ K, Tiara n Effendy.. What ever it is, wait n see the next session in 2008. Yeah!!

Wah..dah 2 bulan tak update. Ampun di pinta pada blogger yg tak jemu2 enter blog ni. Thanks a lot. Nape? No idea, prepare for final asignment n exam and bla bla. Malas pun yer gak. So starting this date, there will be marathon enteries until 31 Dec. Tak caya? Aku pun heran, macam mana leh ada idea yg belambak utk update 3 hari. Haha.. Check it out!! 

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La ni aku duk gile cite jepun, Gokusen 2 (10 episod). Siap download lagu tema, No More Cry (D-51) and Kizuna (Kame Kat-Tun). Tak pun leh tengok kat frenster n myspace, aku ada boh video klip. Tu belum aku duk berangan dating ngan Yabuki Hayato (Akinishi Jin). Ahaks!! Actually cite tu aku tgk time lepak ngan adik2; Dewi, Pe’ah n Atim. Interesting n best. Siap burn for collection. Ble tengok cite tu, tiba2 ada attention nak ngajar. Kadang tu macam nak blaja martial art. Sume pun ada la pendek kata. Hehe..

 Last week chat ngan yasir, he send link yg blh tgk movie terkini but mostly cite korea, jepun n cina. Kelmarin duk kajang which have internet, lagi galak la aku duk depan PC n perabis kan bil lektrik. Haha.. Gokusen 1 (13 episod), on the way to final episode. Cuma lagu tema tak menarik skit. But overall both movies interesting n gempak. Fight oo ohh!!

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Arini ada kenduri kat umah Busu kat Nilai, N9. Doa selamat for my cousin, Amir Hamzah. Sume family ada. Dah lama tak kumpul ramai2 macam ni. Rindu lak rasa nye.. 5 tahun aku di perantauan, hanya seketika di negeri sendiri. Jarang bersama dalam majlis keluarga. Cewah!!

New frenz or other people yg tak kenal aku, sure ingat aku tak sudi kua foya2 tapi sebenar nya aku memang suka duk umah or family vacation. Even tengok wayang pun ngan ayahlong kat KLCC or ngan cousins kat 1 Utama. One things malas kua, take time nak ke KL coz im using public transport need 45 min to reach. And now no money, no out la. That why, I will ask frenz to come to my house better. More comfortable n relax. Clever kan? Hehe..

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Malam ni final Sehati Berdansa. Sape agak nye juara? Sama2 kita saksi kan. Klu ikut undian sebelum ni, Vee always above but since 1 week ago, Anne at the top. It’s hard to know which one can win coz both good. Bagaimana pendapat anda? Undi lah pasangan kegemaran anda sekarang!!

Anyway wana wish congrate to my sis, Zawani n cousins; Amir, Saniah n Afzal for ur best result in PMR. Next 2 year, SPM. No honeymoon year, ok. Must focus n always do the best. Cayok!!

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KIZUNA

Kame Kat-Tun

Gokusen 2

No matter how much we consider the future,
No one can see the truth.
Something is blocking my blank mind,
It's just a mistake that I've been repeating.

It's okay for my steps to continue, these hands have separated.
Walking away from where you continue to live,
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond.

In time that flows, I try not to lose anything.
Passing by, we collided - true emotion
permeated my heart, into warm desires
The miracle I requested came about by chance.

Even when things couldn't stand still, amidst the pain,
I saw the light, because we were bound together.
It's okay if you lied, and it's okay to cry
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond.

It's okay for my steps to continue, these hands have separated.
Walking away from where you continue to live,
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond.

NO MORE CRY

D-51

No More Cry! No More Cry!

No More Cry! No More Cry!

To tomorrow!

No More Cry!

To tomorrow!

No More Cry!

Someone this precious to me,

Even though they are right next to me,

They are crying and I don't realize it.

Scribbled on the top of my desk,

A glimpse of my glimmering dream,

I lock it up inside my heart.

Those Lonely Days, Let's not repeat them anymore.

Let's change them into the color of the sky.

Yeah!

I was used to running away;

Just thought I was by myself.

I'm saying goodbye to those yesterdays!

*I'm gonna run!

No More Cry! No More Cry!

I'm going to hold on to your hand.

To Tomorrow!

No More Cry! No More Cry!

I don't want to shed tears of sorrow but of joy.

That day, you showed me kindness;

I responded with harshness.

I just brushed off your tiny hand.

With my shoelaces untied like this, I can't run.

So let's take a deep breath of that sky. Yeah!

I have forgotten what is precious.

I've turned my eyes away from the future.

I'm saying goodbye to those yesterdays!

I'm gonna run!

No More Cry! No More Cry!

You were always there for me,

With a smile.

No More Cry! No More Cry!

No matter how many times it takes, I will start over again.

Talk to me about you.

I'm even begging you like this.

Forever, stay with me for loving you.

Since you are alone, you cannot go forward. No one could!

I want to warm your frozen fingers with my touch.

Everything I see reflected in my eyes right now, I want to embrace it.

Salam Aidilfitri.. Dah raya dah. Raya meriah n enjoy sampai nak patah tulang belakang n pecah perut. Duk kemas umah sambil mengunyah. Hehe.. 6 hari berturut pack. 1^st day open house kat kg smp kul 11pm. 2^nd until 6^th day pegi raya umah sedara2. Jangan tak tau, aku still lagi dpt duit raya coz drg ingat aku ni adik n efa, kakak. $10, $5, $1. Den kayo! Fuyooo..

For open house kat kg (sblh ayah), menu special: Laksa, satay goreng (daging), ketupat, rendang, nasi impit, kuah kacang, kuah lodeh, ayam goreng, 3 jenis kek, 6 jenis kuih, 3 jenis kerepek n jeruk.

Time raya biskut yg slalu jadi sasaran ialah sugi, batang buruk (versi popia), pinggang (resipi maksu) n samprit. Asal nampak jer sure angkut 1 balang kasi kosong. Tak yah malu coz umah sedara mara sendiri, kata makcik aku. Lagi pun tak elok membazir. Lalalala~~

Cite pasal weight, time balik KL aku amat lah t'kejut, 53.5kg. 5/6 kali gak timbang tapi still sama. Turun 2kg time pose. Maintain until raya ke3 je kot. Guess what? Back to 55kg. Hurmm.. I think not fit coz on raya my meal not consistan therefore the gas in stomach make my weight increase. And wana get period also. So now I try to maintain back the pervious weight with diet n excercises.

Kini aku dah kembali ke kampus b'bekal kan semangat yg still on raya mood n setgh kg batang buruk. Balik U*M 3 hari lepas. Rasa tak nak balik jer, coz bukan ada student lagi. Sunyi sepi macam di langgar garuda. Aku je la manusia yg terselamat. Huhu..

Sedih bila mengenangkan diri di perantauan. Macam jauh sgt. Ewahh!! Open house kat umah tak dpt attend. Konvoi PERKASA (ex-samer) tak dpt join. Open house umah pyan pun tak pegi. Tak sempat nak ziarah mama ayu n baby also afiq yg baru sembuh dari denggi. Apatah kepulangan Dr Sheikh ke bumi tak dpt tengok secara langsung.

Anyway, insyaAllah sebulan dari sekarang aku bakal menamatkan pengajian. Thanks to all my family n friends who always support n encourage me in the way to success. All ur patient n understanding make me to study hard n be the best. Doakan erk. Cayok!

 P/S: Check out my latest picture Raya.. 

Alhamdulillah, dah 24 Ramadhan. Pejam celik, kelip-kelip dah 24 ari pose. Cepat sangat berlalu. Lagi 2 hari den nak balik KL. Tak sabar sudah semestinya. Hehe.. Awal2 lagi dah prepare barang yg nak di angkut. Alang2 angkut skali barang yg tak perlu. Coz insyaAllah, ujung bulan nov abis. Ni tinggal saki baki jerk. Tapi jenuh ler nak usung nanti. Tak pe, den kuat. Yeah!!

Raya. As mention b4, baju dah siap. Kelmarin den pegi alor, beli 1kg kuih siput utk mama n kuih karas utk nenek. Mata den duk rewang tang baju melayu Johor. Segak tapi mahal, $135 sepsng. Ingat nak beli kan utk ayah tapi dah wat. Hurrmm.. oh! Lupa lak, raya ni member den akan beraya bersama. N den telah berlaku kejam dimana memaksa nya memakai baju melayu. If wana celebrate Eid with me, so u have to wear baju melayu on 1^st day. Jahat skit je kn? Haha.. Maybe sok pegi ke tempat yg telah di survey, either beli baju saja or sepasang that's up to him. Don't wana force again. Ops!

Semalam pegi umah kawan sue kat umah tradisi Changlun. Punya la sedap makan sampai tak rasa kenyang. Den orang last skali. Orang lain duk dah angkat pinggan, den cedok kuay teaw goreng. Kalau malu, lapo. Tengah layan berita, duduk lak dekat meja yg penuh ngan agar2 kering so pe lagi tangan tu duk cekau satu, satu. Hijau, merah n putih. Lagi pun tuan umah kata, wat macam umah sendiri. Haha..

Balik kampong.. Balik kampong.. Tak kisah la kampung bandar n jalan town lenggang tapi tetap terasa best. Coz family n sedara2 sume kat sana. Ayuh!!

Ok lah, nanti den upload pic n stori about preparation for raya. So by now, juz wana say babai. Salam..

Salam Ramadan al-Mubarak. Moga kita akan di limpahi keberkatan di bulan yg penuh barakah ini, insyaAllah. Amin..

Sibuk.. Actually tak de busy sangat tapi ada la assignment nye. Di timpa lak ngan presentation, kuiz, mid sem n prepared for dinner fakulti, tak de masa nak update. Rasa sengal gak nak tulis ni. Tapi hentam saja. Skang ni boleh la nak bernafas even tercungap2 skit. Coz baru dapat projek asignment. Hurrr.. Ingatkan dah ler mengaman kan diri. Hancus sudah harapan nak bersakan raya ni. Balik seawal, 7Nov tapi keje on. Huwaaaa..

Juadah, nasi @ char kuay teaw. Nak makan sup, perut tak leh terima. Saving plak makin semput. Budget lari coz beli cartridge printer n topup. So kene cut n short. Actually ada program reunion PERKASA kat Cherating, tapi terpaksa di abaikan. Even rindu nak lepak ngan depa sume. InsyaAllah, next time kot.

Agenda utama balik, buka pose n terawih ngan family n Ina. Aku stat bercuti dari 7nov until 19nov. Baju dah siap bulan lepas. 2 pasang, kurung moden n kebaya. Kuih? Menu? Tah ler, kene tanya mama n anty2. Tugas den as leader of cleaner, kemas dalam umah. Cousions wat kuih n kemas halaman umah. Alamak!! Terawal lak nak cite pasal persiapan. Tp tak pe la. Malas nak edit lain. Hehe..

Ok lah, den nak sambung wat asignment. Ni juz warm up dulu. Nanti cite lain. Taking care. Salam..